Failboating

Perhaps many already know that another "failboat" has occured. Indeed, my love life is one of fallen hopes, dashed dreams, and empty words. This latest one I try to take less hard. I figure since the person is at a distance I really haven't lost much anyways. I realize how little of my day had to do with him anyways. If anything, it has just cleared up my mind to think of other things. I am sad those other things are largely the stresses of my life but nonetheless it is perhaps healthier to think of those things. Anyways, I suppose the lesson to take from things this time is to simply not try so hard. Doing the vast majority of the legwork is a bad sign. Especially if I am looking for an equal. I suppose I'll just keep my eyes and ears open for opportunity. Maybe some day soon I can play my cards right or fate/timing/what-have-you can send me a break. Yes, still waiting for that day when I can quit searching cuz its still kind of lonely being alone. Till then, jobs, school, family, friends, and movies will have to keep me occupied.